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INTERROGATION TRANSCRIPTS
State your name for the record.
You already have it in the file.
I'd like to hear you say it.
...Lucien.
And your occupation?
I work in analysis. Pattern recognition.
What kind of patterns?
Behavioral. Communication patterns.
...
Are you currently experiencing any unusual stress?
Define unusual.
Stress that exceeds normal parameters.
I don't know what normal parameters are anymore.
SELF-INTERROGATION
PSYCHOLOGICAL STABILITY: 90%I want to believe I am objective. That I can observe without bias, analyze without attachment. That I am capable of recognizing when I am wrong. But the very act of wanting to believe this is itself a bias. The desire for objectivity is not the same as objectivity. The belief in one's own objectivity is, in fact, strong evidence against it. I am deceiving myself about something. I have been deceiving myself about something for a long time. The question is whether the deception is the pattern I found, or whether the finding of the pattern IS the deception.
FRAGMENTED TEXTS
The Mirror
I look into the mirror
and see someone else looking back.
Not a stranger — worse.
Someone I recognize too well.
The mirror shows me
what I have made of myself.
I am both the artist
and the canvas.
I am both the eye
and what it sees.
Pattern
They move in circles.
I move in circles.
We are all moving in circles.
The question is not
who drew the circle.
The question is whether
the circle existed
before we started walking.
After
After the evidence was gathered,
there was only more absence.
After the pattern was confirmed,
there was only more noise.
I thought knowing would bring clarity.
It brought only more sophisticated confusion.
The lie is simpler than the truth.
The truth is only more lies
stacked neatly together.
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